theres a light at each end of this tunnel
you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
and these mistake you've made
you'll just make them again
if only you try turning around

how could i ever turn my back on you?
i hear your words ringing loud in my ears
but yet those images i see
playing vividly in my mind's eye
and somehow i just cant erase them and let it go

its a saturday night and here i am rotting at home short of dying of boredom.
i actually watched naruto to help kill time
as it slowly crawled past me today.
feeling absolutely terrible and guilty because i didnt make it for novena today
it doesnt help that i wont be able to go for mass till evening tomorrow.
i know i've never been that holy and all that
but theres just something about going to church that i cant place
it just makes me feel right admist all the wrong thats surrounding me
to find peace in the turbulence
maybe i wouldnt get an answer to all my questions
but at least i know that i can find the strength and guidance to keep searching.